Illusions




Why don't I fight? 
What am I feared of?
Losing? 
Aren't I losing now?
Am I finding pleasure in darkness? 
Is it laziness 
Or fear of self destruction? 
Do I really fear about self destruction? 
Does self exists?
Illusion of existence 
Am I running behind it
Or is everything just to get tired
So that I can sleep 
Escape into that?